I din't even think about what day it was yesterday. Today I got on facebook (which I hardly do anymore) and noticed that people were posting and sharing things related to infant loss, because yesterday was October 15.
Yesterday I was thinking about Luke. I missed him. I longed for him. I missed my little boy who I don't have in my life right now. Yes, I can hardly handle caring for one child and my life with two, would bring on so many more challenges, but that's not what it's about. It's about missing Luke and wishing he was a part of our family here and now in a physical way. I know he's part of our family and hopefully he is watching after us in ways we don't even know about, but I still miss him.
So I drove along the freeway with my little bundle of joy sleeping in his car-seat and tears in my eyes.
Missing you my little boy.
Don't figure you couldn't handle two because you find one hard. The adjustment to the first was the hardest for me. :) What a joyful day it will be when you can all be together with Luke again!ReplyDelete