Monday, April 2, 2012

Conference, Clouds, and Daffodils

What a weird day to feel mopey.

I have been so blessed to have been able to listen to the inspired words shared during General Conference this weekend. I look forward to the coming days, weeks, and months to continue to study and digest all that was presented. It was like a feast and so many words of wisdom and spiritual guidance have been pilled high on a platter before me, but I just can't take it all in at once. I look forward to these months of spiritual growth and improvement.

In spite of being presented with such wonderful testimonies and teachings I felt mopey. Low energy. Uninterested in cooking dinner. Didn't really want to do anything. Just felt really blah.

Eventually I arranged some tulips in a vase and Trevor and I took them to the cemetery. It was nice to go there and do that.

I'm not sure why I feel this way. Some days when I feel down something particular is weighing on my mind, but there are no specific thoughts or worries on my mind it's just an overall feeling. Perhaps it was the cloudy skies. Who knows...

There was one thing that I was really excited about today. My flowers are blooming! I went outside this morning and looked in my flowerbeds to see that the growing flowers had blossomed overnight! I was delighted to see my little daffodils and look forward to the coming weeks to see everything else bloom.

I wish that excitement and energy I got from seeing my flowers would have lasted throughout the day, but it didn't. Hopefully, I can recapture that energy and excitement tomorrow.   

If you didn't read about it before, you can read my post about planting all my bulbs in the fall.

1 comment:

  1. I felt the same way about conference. And your mopey-ness may be related to pregnancy. It can do weird things to you.