I've been struggling lately.
Struggling to get out. Struggling to get out of myself and serve those that I know I need to be watching after. Struggling to stick to my goals. Struggling to get to the grocery store. Struggling to plan meals and make dinners. Struggling to get to the gym. Struggling to clean up after myself. Struggling to get ready for the day. Struggling to not spend aimless time checking facebook updates and emails, all the while neglecting to reply to messages that have already been sent my way.
Is it grief? Is it pregnancy? Is it just normal struggling with life?
Perhaps I don't have to compartmentalize it and blame it all on one specific thing.
So for now, I guess it's just me, no matter the cause.
The good thing: I've recognized it. That means I can work on it. The great thing: I have a loving husband who is patient with me.
So, my goal for the day is to not get on the computer between everything I do. I have too much that needs to be accomplished and I want feel satisfied with how I spend my time today.
Here's to a better day than the ones previous!